Do I need to focus on a single goal?
Captain Ahab, Mandela, Eddy Merckx ... all had one single goal in their mind (or it seems that way) and were able to set everything aside in order to reach that goal. Nothing was important, but that lone objective.
The problem
I don't have this single goal, so no driving force to become a monomaniac. 'You have to fight for your dream', but do you have to do when you have 27 dreams? I want to be good in multiple domains, all at the same time: I want to learn how to write (and eventually write) compelling, moving stories, I want to to improve my programming skills and contribute in useful projects, I want to find a interesting job preferable in R&D (and excel in it, but that is an other problem), improving the world a little bit, I want to keep a certain level of fitness (I'm currently failing very hard, but don't tell anyone), I want to learn to cook delicious meals, I want to read the best books, I want to be loved and have lots of friends. Ow yeah, I also want to waste time by doing nothing, watch shows and movies.
Another problem is my nature: I have difficulties to start working on something, if I do not see a satisfying final product within the (not too distant) future. This also happens when I have too much to do: too much stress results in wasting time...
4 weeks
ago by
tonywebster