am a complicated human being. I have a lot of issues. I am trying to channel my anger, distress, hopelessness and desperation into something manageable and call it a life. I want my art forms back. But I can’t get it.
I have never been able to stick to one single thing. There’s nothing I have mastered. If I would have just stayed with one of the many things I wanted to do, I could have been a respected expert by now. But no.
I have wasted so much time.
