lately, I feel lonely and alone, though surrounded by people and sounds but I only feel emptiness.

will you resurrect me when everything in me is a mad fire of flame and restless anticipation of the end?
will you resurrect me when everything falls apart and I will not see myself?
will you resurrect me when no one, no words will be uttered to you when you are an enemy when it seems to me that a world without colors?
will you resurrect me when I still blame myself for things I once did or didn’t do, after ten years I will still be looking for a mother?
will you resurrect me when I want to dissolve in someone’s arms and wait for the blacks to still haunt me …..

will you be near when it will be so hard for me and I commit suicide …. will you resurrect me